i crave this feeling. i crave being able to know what is going to happen tomorrow, and the next day and the day after that. and after 6 months of not having much stability...it has returned to us.
the feeling of stability almost made it so i never became stefanie horsley. the night before max proposed (i obviously didn't know) we came very close to breaking up because i was lacking that stability. i couldn't plan anything out...and it came very close to ruining us...luckily he was proposing the next day and that all got situated.
being in a house now..with our own stuff...decorated the way we want it...with food oozing out of the cupboards gives me so much peace. i feel like i can breathe...like i can relax..i can plan things out now because i know where i am going to be tomorrow.
i love writing things down like budgets, school schedules, fitness plans, etc. Something about it gives me a feeling of calmness and the assurance that everything is in order and will get done..
i am very grateful for that feeling that has returned....
we are loving our new place...absolutely loving it... the first time in the year since we've been married we can not hear a single thing our neighbors are doing. it's wonderful.
i would post pictures of our 3rd home (kinda 4th) since we've been married...but due to the moving around between 3 different places in the past 2 weeks i have lost my cord to charge my camera..meaning a dead camera...meaning a sad stefanie..meaning i guess we will just have to get a new one...
ps sorry for the new reflection on life posts...but that dumb writing class is forcing me to be like that....
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